Lana Vaughan

The Queen of Questions

Does it matter?

I’m not going to apologize for not posting more often. I don’t delude myself into thinking anyone actually notices.

For the past few months I have been dismantling one life while trying to build two new ones. A big part of all three has been the question of “does it matter?”

Does it matter if I pack it to move or toss it and replace it if I need to?

Does it matter if I paint or don’t paint?

Does it matter if I sell it or donate it?

Does it matter if I do it or don’t do it?

Does it matter if I write or don’t write?

Does it matter if I think about it or if I don’t think about it?

Does it matter…..?

A lot of times the answer comes down to simply…”It matters to me.” So I packed and I painted and I sold and I donated and I did and I didn’t and I wrote and I didn’t write and I thought about it and I stopped thinking about it because….it matters to me.


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